My latest droppings....

25.2.09

The Comeback, maybe

So here I am returning to my blog that I haven't touched in what? Like two years? I contemplated getting rid of it since I never use it anymore, but I want to be able to use it so badly that I couldn't. Two days ago I started this blog... in the same way. Saying how I was glad to be back, finding 20 minutes of uninterrupted time to myself between the howling demands of my 19 month old and sassy backtalk from my 11 year old. Snickering at the idea that the only time I could actually find 20 minutes of uninterrupted 'me' time was at work. I rambled on writing something that I found quite amusing and then... in no time at all things became hectic, duties called and I closed the post without saving it.
I was pissed. And honestly, thought 'I hate this fucking blog'. Of course I should realize I am never going to have time for it.
I'm attempting once again, this evening in my home, to rekindle my love for blogging. Not really so much blogging, but writing down all my thoughts and opinions secretly hoping someday someone will discover it and I will have my own little blog posse. Deep down I know it won't happen but the release I feel of pent up tension when I write is not only good for my health, but good for the health of those around me.
I make my feeble attempt here. Sitting on my sofa at home, in comfy pajamma pants, a Twilight Hoodie ( yes I'm an addict) and snow man slippers. I also have a glass of wine, red... albeit not in the proper glass. I grabbed a juice cup frhe cabinet, poured the wine and plopped myself down. So I'll take this slowly, see how it goes, and see if I can squeeze enough time into my life for me that I can blog again.